corrosives.

I’m not my best friend’s best friend. I know, in the long run, I have noone to lean on. Everyone is after something ultimately. I just want someone to rely on. I miss being able to lay with someone and have everything be okay in that exact moment. I miss the feeling of having someone to look forward to. I miss calling to say goodnight and talking on the phone. I’m the loneliest I’ve been in years and its not getting better. Its not like I did anything to deserve this, I was the best friend and best girlfriend I could try to be. Now I’m alone always. via sidekick