November 14, 2008

to admit you have a problem is the first step to… aw, fuck it!

i think i may have a drinking problem. i realized tonight wasn’t going to work out, i.e cody isn’t coming down, sarah ditched me for k8, i can’t go to the coffee house… and i thought about just drinking all that peach schnapps by myself. just sitting here… it wouldn’t be the worst thing i’ve done with alcohol but honestly. i don’t know.

come with me, my love, to the sea, the sea of love.